Saturn Day

Day started with TBM journaling on UNBLOCKED shadow. Loving the courses but definitely need to work on discipline. Little by little I’m doing it and realizing how much pressure I put on my aid which leads to stagnancy or procrastination, also distraction and excuses.

Today I tried to listen to my inner being, I took a sea salt bath and did qigong to tonify the qi. Then I decided to eat my purple chocolate buckwheat coconut yogurt muffin with my new white chocolate made with roasted hazelnut maple crystals and goat milk topped its roses and dried orange peel. It was divine. I proceeded to make white chocolate bars but I overheated the goat milk and it coagulated, ah! Well lesson learned and next time I will remember to not hear it back up but just to mold it right away. I learned that my chocolate order did not come in time so I’ll have to rethink my plans for Valentine’s Day, I think I will do dates but I will think through it more tomorrow. Went on a walk to the local woods in rock creek and sat on the swings. It was so cold but I couldn’t resist the mushrooms that were calling me; wood ear, turkey tail, and a reishi look alike. I made sure I could eat them but it’s always a risk. If you don’t hear from me you’ll know that I have fallen sick to a deadly mushroom, but hopefully not. I think I have more to do in this lifetime. I love my Patagonia fleece and rain jacket I’ve had it for four years now and without fail it’s gotten me through the lightest rain and coldest snow and wind. I also love these new shoes from dansko and leather gloves I bought from local takoma park, Amano. Feeling good and hungry I made a kimchi stew with kale and tofu I got from takoma coop and Kimchi from marks kitchen. I also added in the Woodear which were delicious. It’s 820 now and I’m tired. Or maybe it’s the mushrooms !